This evening I had a magic healing experience that got me back in touch with my wings.
I came home and did 13 sun salutations on my yoga mat. Really focusing on my breathing and enjoying the feeling of moving my body while taking deep breaths. At the end of the sun salutations I held child's pose continuing to take deep breaths while kundalini rushes waved through my body. Now this is a practice I do a lot, 13 sun salutations, child pose, kundalini, and divine insight. It all seems to flow in when I get IN my body.
This evening I heard "Go home, return to your sanctum, your sanctuary." I felt deep into my second chakra where the kundalini convolutions were emanating from. Then I started to see and feel myself hugging the earth and moving into her core. I relaxed in this dark yet comforting womb of the earth. Seeing myself looking at myself as a child of the earth. Returning to the surface with the instructions to "see your self as you really are". My toes and finders started to grow and turn into roots from the tips. The earth had to push me to sit up. I faced my altar and tapped a crystal bowl. I started to move and sway hugging my self so sweetly as if being reborn. I started to call my angels and guides for protection and support in this healing. I called for and exit portal for any in organic energy to leave. Just as I had asked I saw a small skinny tube suck up black ooz from the left side of my spin sending it up and out. This continued for many moments as I sound and shook while a nurse scrubbed my left side. She even had me lift my arm as you would in the shower to scrub your arm pit.
Once the ooze was all sucked up immediately I could see and feel distinct large long wide white wings lifting me from my shoulders, relieving pressure from my spine. These wings were completely supporting me, my spine was not doing any of the work, nor does it have to any longer. See I have or had minor scoliosis in the lower part of my back, with a curve to the right, thus making my left side somewhat weak to support it. But I could really feel like my spine has straightened out. I was sitting up straight with full feeling of confidence in my wings. The true wings I had been looking for. I stood up and knew I could take flight.
Figuratively and energetically the spine is a false structure. It doesn't actually support us. We are made to believe that WE support ourselves individually with our spine. But no we don't. We are actually supported by what is around us. Our community, the food that grows hopefully near by, the air you breath, and the god source light you let it to lift you up where you belong.
Take the physical structure of birds, they all have spines but they do not rely on them for support during flight. They rely on the wind, on mother nature to fly, to move, and to travel all through the tool of using their WINGS. I feel as if I am part of the energetic winged families of birds; owls, doves, hummingbirds, and big wing span birds. As we all are connected to these energies to help us with tasks in this life. Remember how to fly? Just add pixie dust! And let go of trying to solely support yourself. Now is really the time for community, to surround yourself with those who support you to reach your goals from a place of love. Now is more than ever the time to honor the earth, play with her dirt, soil your seeds to grow. Utilize and leverage the natural love energies. You can find it by returning to your body, yourself expansion; your WINGS! FLY little birdies FLY! From the mountain high! Love lifts us up where we belong :)
The work I do is Gods work. My talents and abilities are a gift from God. The gift I was given is to be like Jesus and heal others with my hands. Gods gift from me is to use them. It truly is a gift for me to be able to be in the moment when healing others and see their transformation. This is my favorite way to give back by using my gifts; letting it flow.
From time to time when I walk into a room or sit down with a group of people, I spontaneously feel energy. I feel this energy tingle through my hands and sometimes in specific places within the hands or body.
A few years ago I had a conversation with a friend when all of a sudden my jaw started to hurt like when I had braces. I asked my friend if his jaw was hurting? He said no why? I proceed to let him know what I felt in my jaw and how I thought it might be coming from him. He let me know that I might have been picking it up from when he had braces and when he had an infection there years ago. I had felt left over stuck energy from the past.
I was at a conference last month and within an hour of meeting a friend of a friend, I cleared out old stuck painful energy from his space. I had simply felt Reiki energy in my hands and ask my friend if he needed any and he said sure, but I was guided away to his friend who he had just introduced me to. He was siting on the floor and I sat down in front of him and asked if he knew what Reiki was? He said yes and I asked if his right foot could use it? Yes, he answered and asked "How did you know?" I let him know that the energy told me. At the end of the day I asked him what was up with his foot. He said he had sprained it many times from skate boarding. Once again I had picked up on old energy that just needed to be cleared out.
Now there are other times when I can sense when there is current physical pain. Let me clarify that this really isn't me that can sense these things, its the consciousness of oneness, source energy, aka God and Christ Consciousness. I just listen, ask and act. :)
This testimonial below is an example of that. But before you read that I will explain how the energy let it self be known.
I was at a cafe after a dance event siting with a friend. I was feeling a piercing tingle in my left thumb. I asked my friend if he had an issue with his thumb. He didn't and I let him know that I thought, well there must be someone in this room that does because I'm feeling it in my thumb. Then he asked in an out load announcement to the room if anyone had a thumb issue. The women who responded yes wrote the below testimonial.
Pulsing numbness deep in my left hand, lasting deep achiness at the base of my thumb deep into the wrist. Aquired by thousands of Tuina treatments of balncing energies and healing with my hands. Creating an a constant streaming emerging pain within myself compounded by over work and little time to myself...classic wounded healer!
Took myself on a Sunday break to Cafe Culture for Chai and freinds.Listening to a stream of tunes and the aroma of Praveen's food when a man at a close by table announce.."is there anyone here with a thumb thing going on?.."
Very surprised but guided by the deep ache in my thumb i said"yeah. me!"
Within the next 20 minutes I met Melissa Laine who with Reiki and astounding healers gift gave a healer back the gift. She asked if it was the left thumb...which it was. I have had many therapies and recogonize very well the feel of Chi movement in the body.
She pulled, unraveled and sent spirals of old traumas and pain out my thumb, wrist and arm. Dramatic twitchy jolts of energy sent through me..involuntary movement down through my body into my feet and out. I watched the sweeling leave my hand. I regained my calm and focous. She used her lilting voice to vibrate, ground and harmonize...
Was it a miracle...perhaps. But more it was a healer in total trust of her gift. Loving it and sharing it. I am forever grateful for the meeting her this way..And so blessed that she shared this with me. Because it was a gift I will cherish.
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