A True Healing

A True Healing;                                                                                            A basic understanding of addictions, drugs and distorters,
People want to feel better

I've pretty much always been against the use of drugs. Minus a typical teen's experimentation. I have not encouraged it uses amongst those I know. It's even upset me greatly to know of those using hallucinogens amongst my spiritual community. As people self medicate their pain away or into  nulled state through alcohol and prescription drugs. Hearing of friends trips and seeing intoxication has actually caused me pain knowing that it does not need to be. I wanted them to know that they don't need to choice this route and wish that they would choose to feel better naturally. 

I've felt so strongly about this to the point that I haven't wanted to take normal over the counter medicines (drugs) for anything much less a common cold. But recently when I had the first allergy attack of my life, I realized the reason why people do drugs, and have addictions  is becuase they just want to feel better. 


The way in which you go about getting better can vary. I know many ways to help myself and others feel better through alternative energy. It sadenss me to know they choice other, ultimatly les effective measures. This realization gave me new insight as to why I have healing ablities and insights. I am here to show people the other way. Another way to feel amazing, other than what our society has shown us.


Though sometimes (as in my recent case) we need a strong convential medication to get our realizations or to help us feel better. And sometimes we don't. I feel this allergy attack was for me to understand how others feel. Since I have a lifetime contract of never wanting or needing to take big time drugs, this was the closest I could get to understanding other's perspectives. As I am empathic by nature, I learn through experience and mimicked feelings of others. 

 Since my conscious awakening I have been able to cure colds with natural remedies. Up until now that is. For me this allergy attack was worse then any cold. And my remedies were not working. I couldn't breath properly to fall asleep and stay asleep. I couldn't funtion normally. It was just bad enough that I had to reach for that thing that I knew would help me.
For some people that 's what drugs do for them emotioally. That their life or world is so bad and they don't feel normal that they need to reach out to that thing they choose to make them feel better. To cope, or to hide pain way. Using as a way not to feel pain. 

"If you acknowledge the pain, and want to change. You can get through anything." - Demi Lovato lyric from the song Together. 

As that lyric states you have to acknowledge the pain to get better. To truly get better and get clean, not just temporally covering it up. That's what I do, is help others authentically get better emotionally and sometime physically.