The O of Life started connecting into my awareness on 11-22-11

The O of Life is the symbolic and energetic representation of our continuous connectedness through spiritual and earthly oneness. I describe and show this though the following experiences.

Tree dream, dreamed on 11-22-11

I woke up this morning from a very vivid dream.

I was at a conference where I had to perform 3 skits. The group I was to perform it with had little rehearsal and basically forgot what they were to do. I as well had little rehearsal and forgot for the most part what I was to do. I could tell the group was nervous and didn’t want to do it. So I just pulled it together within myself for the group. I went out there and performed the little that I knew with some improve as the group reluctantly followed suit.

I came out of the conference and started walking to find a ride out of town. I had been visiting. As I was walking to find some people to give me a ride I noticed these male lumberjacks cutting down trees in a really heartless, violent way. I must have been in a car as I remember seeing rows of them pass by my sight. These males were just attacking the trees, grabbing them and cutting into them. Like they were angry at them for living.

It was almost like witnessing a mass rape. Watching the raping of mother earth. This was the opposite of an orgy. It was a massacre.

I was out of the car on the side of the road. It was a long main country road. On the right side of the road I witnessed a huge machine with a big saw arm, just start slicing the trees at the trunks. Cutting the trees off at their heart.

Each side of the road had beautiful green forests before the conference. Now it was a scene of gray dust and decapitated trees.

I was crying my heart out. I was hugged by a woman who had been witnessing, though I didn’t know her, I felt like I had. I was traveling, only knowing people in the area through the heart family. 

I was crying and apologizing to the trees on behalf of humans. Sorry for our careless, heartless misuse of you and the materials we make from you. Sorry for all the paper created and used.  I was praying in devastation. Wishing more people would send their apologies and forgiveness energies to the trees. 

Natures Balance 
On my way to The Oaks Mall today I was listening to a podcast program on how to learn conversational French. I was learning how to say cross, crucifix as I drove up over the grade on the 101 freeway. As I am saying the French word for cross and thinking about ‘how do I say balanced cross?’ I was picturing a balanced cross in my mind, when I saw a big bird flying towards me from the right. It looks like an eagle. As it flew over above the front of my car I noticed it had a white head. “It’s a bald eagle!”

I put my hand over my heart and held it there in amazement of the energy I was receiving at the sight of the bird. I also felt very honored. The sighting felt like a confirmation for my dream.

To me seeing this was a sign of the rebalancing of the destruction of nature.
The photo above of the balanced cross medicine wheel with a bald eagle in it, represents that.

Torus Tree
I was having lunch at the Mall's outdoor patio when I started seeing repetitive patterns of Os and Oaks in my life. 
I live in a place with a lot of Oak Trees. I make Acorn jewelry, the seed for starting the life of another Oak tree and what Native Americans would use for grain. 
I started to think about other words with the sound "O" and how they are similar in meaning . Here is the list I came up with.

Words with meanings of beginnings and continuations in life 
Oh - a realization 
Original
Origin
Orgasm
Organism 
Organ
Oats - I've been eating oats in the morning for my basic food foundation
Oscillate – another word for vibration 

Expressive
Open 
Opera
Oprah

Symbolic mean of the O
Descriptive
The circle
Infinity
Cyclical
Cycles

Movement
Continuous
Round

Nature of the Oak Tree
Acorn
Oak bark
Water

I had recently seen the Cirque Du Soleil Show O at the BellagiO. The French word for water is Eau, pronounced O. Trees need water to live. We need water to live.
The show explores the concept of infinity and the elegance of water’s pure form, taking as inspiration everything from street theater to elaborate opera.

A visual representation of the energy of O is in the tOrus. I could see this energy coming off of the tree in front of me as I made these connections. The structure of the energy of the torus is one we can use to learn, describe and cultivate the energy of nature from within our world on earth and within our energetic body. Trees exhibit this circular balanced structure. There is much to learn from the nature of trees and animals. They are so important not to look over and not to cut down. 

On this thanksgiving day I am grateful for nature and honoring the earth. 
Just like the Indigenous Native Americans that had been slaughtered on the first Thanksgiving, our Native Earth trees are currently in a genocide. 

What are the ways you can honor the earth and the living breathing beings upon it? Use less paper and generate demand for renewable resources and products. Can you give love and forgiveness to what happened to Native Tribes and apologies to trees? Give a home to the bees. 

Healing the Illusion of the Divine Masculine is what we are doing at this time on our way to awaken consciousness. The recent 11-11-11 was a bit underwhelming for my friends and I. For we have yet to fully reach the great shift in global consciousness. The piece many others and I have been working on to progress spiritual freedom is bringing light to the illusion of the divine masculine.

What is the illusion of the divine masculine? To answer that I have to define how I am using the qualities of masculine energy as a representation of the divine masculine. The main masculine characteristic actions are to protect and support. Now divine masculine is the ability to do those actions in the right light of a pure heart. These qualities are not just within males but also with females and the energies running on earth. 

The energies of protect and support come through males or females in romantic relationships, money structures, government and military systems, as well as within our individual selves regardless of gender or sexual preference.  Think about that. Have you protected and supported some in a relationship? How does our government support us? How does the military protect us? How do you spiritual support yourself? How do you financially protect yourself? 

Those are actions within masculine energies and when you do them from a pure place of giving not to receive, and doing no harm, that is what I consider qualities and actions of the divine masculine. 

Now I have seen the illusion of the divine masculine through relationships in the past. Where a love interest seems to be giving out of respect, honor and love when in reality it's just a show for their own hidden agenda of selfishness. That is what creates harm intentionally and unintentionally. Lately a few of my female friends have been going through break ups and miss fires of love. Why? So they could see the illusion of the divine masculine for themselves in the aspect of love relationships. 

Last weekend I was able take a trip to Las Vegas that ended up being a pinnacle place for me to really see how those energies have been disrupted in many other major areas. 

I've known about how corrupt, patriarchal and unbalanced or society is, but now I was really able to see it first hand. But this time it was not through a love interest, it was through seeing specific overarching energies. 

I've been in a training ground so to speak of how to spot and decode myths of our everyday life. And it's actually so surprising how clues just stare you in the face. Though most people can't seem to see what is directly in front of them, I have chosen to surround myself with people that can help me see the full picture. 

While visiting the Luxor my friend pointed out to me the LIE in Believe on Chris Angel's show poster. Wow, how many Lies have we been sold in honor of our believes? How many illusions have we been shown that we have believed? Are these believes based on truth or fabrications? Our TV shows us a world of scripted reality shows and science-fiction masquerades. Do we live in a genre game of reality-fiction? 

Lets look at the illusions of the Military Industrial Complex and Money Systems. 

The Military promises to serve and protect. The intensions seem pure enough. Yet what are they really protecting? And who are they really serving and at what cost? Through the sacrifice of many lives of those in the military as well as enormous amounts of innocent people. Now that does not sound like the divine way to serve and protect anyone.

The monetary institutions are set up for a sense of security. Wealth can bring freedom, happiness and joy. But what is actually secure? Where does freedom really come from? How can you undoubtedly find happiness? Not through unbalanced and manipulative money schemes that make up our economy. No not through that.  

How do these deceiving male energies get healed?

The healing of the illusion of the divine masculine comes by continually seeing the illusions for yourself. Understanding them, pointing them out, and bringing those who are responsible into accountability. These are the illusions that we as women, feminine energy, and goddesses of mother earth must no longer allow to be here. This healing is to happen so that the masculine energies can be restored in order to properly work with the female. This is what is needed first to create proper balance within the energies of the divine masculine and divine feminine. As this healing takes place you will be able to see societal implications of working together in unison, not separation. 

I started off my day with a self-guided Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) tap session on moving into the next level of professionalism with my healing work as well with other ways of continually growing up in my life.

As I addressed my fears around that I noticed I felt like I couldn’t fully breath in. “I asked myself what does this remind you of?”

I remembered that this is how I would breath when I was in the pool as a young child. I was scared of putting my head under water in swimming lessons. I had the fear of drowning. Therefore I would be really nervous when I swam from on side of the pool to the other. I would take a quick deep breath on the arm stroke and quickly have to hold the breather under water. I was to scared to blow it out in fear that I might get water in. So I would feel like I could never get enough air in or out.

This fear continued when I learned how to tread water. I would take short shallow breaths in fear that I would not be able to keep my head above water long enough. 

I related these feelings and fears as being carried out through the breath. And if by changing the breath, I could change the fear. In this case no longer a childhood fear of drowning in the water but an adult fear of not staying afloat in my business.

As I was tapping I imagined myself treading water breathing in and out deeply and calmly. Letting myself say positive affirmations like, “I can breath easy and calm while treading water in the deep end.”

“I can am able to keep myself afloat with my own business.”

Later on today I had the surprise opportunity to go swimming. I jumped right into the deep end and started treading water. As I was having an enjoyable swimming experience I noticed the techniques that make you successful at treading water and how they can help you be successful in your business.

First off I notice my breath and made the conscious effort to breath deeply and stay relaxed. This is the first thing to do, with any stress full situation; breathing grounds you first and for most so that you are able to take right action.

While treading water you have to keep you head up, your chin raised, and eye sight up past the horizon.

When starting your own business you should hold you head up and be proud, no mater what you are doing. It doesn’t matter what you are doing as a profession, it’s your own business and you should be proud of it.

When treading water you must cup you hands and scoop up the water from you sides and move it under you to support yourself. In this motion your chest has to open up wide. Thus also opening up you heart center.

When presenting yourself in business with a wide chest it shows confidence. This automatically opens up the heart. The more loving, caring and full heartedly authentic you can be within your business, the further it will grow and be accepted. So take a deep breath in and out, widen your chest, open up your heart, and keep you gaze set far beyond what you can see.

As when swimming, if you get tired or feel like you can’t go on, allow yourself to rest, turn over and float on your back. And always make sure you are a short swim from the shore. 

The work I do is Gods work. My talents and abilities are a gift from God. The gift I was given is to be like Jesus and heal others with my hands. Gods gift from me is to use them. It truly is a gift for me to be able to be in the moment when healing others and see their transformation. This is my favorite way to give back  by using my gifts;  letting it flow. 

From time to time when I walk into a room or sit down with a group of people, I spontaneously feel energy. I feel this energy tingle through my hands and sometimes in specific places within the hands or body. 

A few years ago I had a conversation with a friend when all of a sudden my jaw started to hurt like when I had braces. I asked my friend if his jaw was hurting? He said no why? I proceed to let him know what I felt in my jaw and how I thought it might be coming from him. He let me know that I might have been picking it up from when he had braces and when he had an infection there years ago. I had felt left over stuck energy from the past. 

I was at a conference last month and within an hour of meeting a friend of a friend, I cleared out old stuck painful energy from his space. I had simply felt Reiki energy in my hands and ask my friend if he needed any and he said sure, but I was guided away to his friend who he had just introduced me to. He was siting on the floor and I sat down in front of him and asked if he knew what Reiki was? He said yes and I asked if his right foot could use it? Yes, he answered and asked "How did you know?" I let him know that the energy told me. At the end of the day I asked him what was up with his foot. He said he had sprained it many times from skate boarding. Once again I had picked up on old energy that just needed to be cleared out.

Now there are other times when I can sense when there is current physical pain. Let me clarify that this really isn't me that can sense these things, its the consciousness of oneness, source energy, aka God and Christ Consciousness. I just listen, ask and act. :)

This testimonial below is an example of that. But before you read that I will explain how the energy let it self be known.

I was at a cafe after a dance event siting with a friend. I was feeling a piercing tingle in my left thumb. I asked my friend if he had an issue with his thumb. He didn't and I let him know that I thought, well there must be someone in this room that does because I'm feeling it in my thumb. Then he asked in an out load announcement to the room if anyone had a thumb issue. The women who responded yes wrote the below testimonial.


Testimonial 

Pulsing numbness deep in my left hand, lasting deep achiness at the base of my thumb deep into the wrist. Aquired by thousands of Tuina treatments of balncing energies and healing with my hands. Creating an a constant streaming emerging pain within myself compounded by over work and little time to myself...classic wounded healer!

Took myself on a Sunday break to Cafe Culture for Chai and freinds.Listening to a stream of tunes and the aroma of Praveen's food when a man at a close by table announce.."is there anyone here with a thumb thing going on?.."

Very surprised but guided by the deep ache in my thumb i said"yeah. me!"

Within the next 20 minutes I met Melissa Laine who with Reiki and astounding healers gift gave a healer back the gift. She asked if it was the left thumb...which it was. I have had many therapies and recogonize very well the feel of Chi movement in the body.

She pulled, unraveled and sent spirals of old traumas and pain out my thumb, wrist and arm. Dramatic twitchy jolts of energy sent through me..involuntary movement down through my body into my feet and out. I watched the sweeling leave my hand. I regained my calm and focous. She used her lilting voice to vibrate, ground and harmonize...

Was it a miracle...perhaps. But more it was a healer in total trust of her gift. Loving it and sharing it. I am forever grateful for the meeting her this way..And so blessed that she shared this with me. Because it was a gift I will cherish.

Denise McQuiston

5-17-2011

          Choosing to Clear on 10-10-10

A Combination of Clearings 

On 10-10-10 I drove 8 hours from Northern California to Southern California. I was planning to go to a 10-10-10 gathering about creating a peaceful transition for 2012. I did not leave the day before like I wanted to because I was still preparing for my trip and did not feel ready. So the drive ended up being my event. When I drive long distances I choose to take the time to do my clearing work with different healing modalities that I know. This day was my most epic car clearing ride. Wow, I broke through some major issues by finding out how I really feel about them. I will share one of them with you. But first I want to let you know why I am sharing this with you.

I like to be really open and honest in sharing my own process with you because I know others can relate to my experiences. Just through reading my process you can have you own realization for your healing.

The first thing I wanted to clear was my issue around money and what was preventing me from growing my business. Now anyone can have an issue with money no matter the size of your bank account. I started the processing off by asking myself a series of basic Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) questions. I also used a new process I have been learning called Access Consciousness. I used that style of questioning and the clearing statement to get laser clear on what I needed to tap about.

Through this process I saw the connection that my money flow is indicative of my value flow. I let myself see that my relationship to how I value my work relates to how others value it. I gave myself this time to acknowledge that when I had been explaining my healing work to others I hadn’t been conveying the energy of its importance. I seemed to kind of brush it off like it’s no big deal what I do. This is because it comes easy to me and I expect miracles to happen and they do. This is my normal day-to-day reality. But it’s not like that for everyone.

I also was conveying my services in that energy because I don’t want to be a threat to people’s comfort boxes. What I do changes you to the core. We look at your limiting believe patterns, negative habits, and fears to clear them in a loving light. Basically taking your mud, applying a solution, and cleaning it. Change, it can be a scary thing for people. I was holding the belief that I was going to scare people and I did not want to do that.

I was also validating my parent’s reality of their value as my own. I wasn’t letting myself convey to others or myself how valuable my healing work truly is. It’s not my parent’s fault. It’s just how we are designed as humans. Up until the age of six we pick up on the patterns of those around us specifically our parents and adapt them as our own. They are our models for how we are to be in this world. We run these patterns as programs from our subconscious that delegates how we should be, do, feel and act for the rest of our lives, or until we Choose to Clear.

With this processing I was able to tap in the possibility of feeling confident that I could explain what I do with powerful conviction in a sensitive way. Then I actually practiced what I would say. It came as a divine download in advice for myself and a client who has been hesitant to heal, “You are ready. You just have to let yourself know that.”

A Confirmation Sighting

The last clearing I did was centered on being worthy to receive self-love and love from others by fully committing to do my life’s purpose. Wow that was a huge one, message me if you want to know more. After that last clearing I stopped to get gas and got back on the road.  Immediately when I got back to the on ramp I saw something that made me say out loud “You have got to be kidding me.”  I could see what looked like a star flashing red and blue lights. Now I have seen this before. While on a camping trip, a friend and I had been seeing lights like this. He has pointed them out to me as UFOs. They looked very much like stars yet with faint red and blue lights. They would move in alignment with the stars. But the longer we stood and watched them the movements went in different directions. I watched one between two trees that moved slowly left and right. I was intuiting its messages for us. Once I understood the message it had for me it slowly disappeared.

Now here I was on the freeway watching a spaceship while trying to drive. I started to doubt if it truly was like the other “stars” I hade described.   “Why was it showing it self to me now?” I asked myself, “Well are there any other stars out?” The sun had just gone down and it wasn’t completely dark. I looked to my left and could see one bright star that was most likely a planet. It was not flickering or changing colors. I looked back to the star in question and it had stopped flashing and looked like a normal star. “What, you were just flashing different color lights! If you are a spaceship, Flash, Move!” I commanded it. I looked at where I was driving, and looked back. It started flashing again and was a little higher in the sky. I looked back at the road and back again to the sky. Now it was even higher and turned back to solid white light. I looked back at the road and back again to the light. It was gradually moving straight up. I looked back at the cars and back to the sky again. In order to see the lightship I had to lean up and over the steering wheel. I looked back at the road and back up again, this time I could not see the ship at all. For all I knew it could have hovered high in the sky above my car, because what happened next was a translation from higher dimensional beings.

*I concluded that I saw the light in confirmation to the conclusions in the healing I had previously came to*

A Message

Continuing to drive along I heard intuitively from what I call The Voice “Stop Whaling Ships.”
“Ok I am I suppose to work with an organization or spread the awareness?” I asked. I got a feeling this time. It conveyed that I could but it would not be necessary. So then I asked. “What can I do right now to assist in stopping the Whaling Ships, energetically?”

Right after I asked that Light Language started flowing through my mouth. It sounded like a mix between Middle Eastern chanting and Chinese. I heard the intent and assisted with the meaning behind the language sounds. I was intuiting and saying in my head while the language flowed, “Cease and desist the whaling ships” Directed towards the whalers, “We forgive you for you know not what you do. Find it in your hearts to be human and stop what you are doing.” To the whales “On behalf of humans, we are sorry, we love and accept you and appreciate you on this planet.”

While doing this I thought I hope this works. When I got done. I heard to do it again with the affirmative knowing that this is working. After I spoke a second time I thought 'what about the Dolphins?' Again immediately light language started coming through in the same way. Sometimes when I am light languaging I will repeat a word that starts to sound like an English word. I was repeating what sounded like 'impregnate'. I took that as a prayer for intent that Whales and Dolphins of the Earth to be able to have lots of healthy offspring that survive. So people pray for cetacean pregnancy! There was also a message. “We must stop the Whaling and Dolphin killings if not we will descend.” For our world to ascend we must treat these animals right and keep their populations up. They play an important part of the 2012 Consciousness shift.

Please do you part and sign the petitions below and educate yourself on our human like counterparts in the oceans.

For me 10-10-10 was a day to do my work, to clear myself to do my greatest purpose on earth. 

Stop Whaling ships
Green Peace 
http://www.greenpeace.org/usa/en/campaigns/oceans/whale-defenders/

Daring rescue of whale off Farallones
Humpback nuzzled her saviors in thanks after they untangled her from crab lines, diver saysRead more: http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2005/12/14/MNGNKG7Q0V1.DTL#ixzz12NTXAn73

Stop Dolphin Killings 
The Cove
http://www.thecovemovie.com

Sign the Petition
http://www.savejapandolphins.org/

Scientists say dolphins should be treated as 'non-human persons'
http://current.com/1djtk4c

Crystal Dolphin Picture is a Judith Leiber Purse
http://judithleiber.com/product.cfm?id=109&pos=0