This evening I had a magic healing experience that got me back in touch with my wings.
I came home and did 13 sun salutations on my yoga mat. Really focusing on my breathing and enjoying the feeling of moving my body while taking deep breaths. At the end of the sun salutations I held child's pose continuing to take deep breaths while kundalini rushes waved through my body. Now this is a practice I do a lot, 13 sun salutations, child pose, kundalini, and divine insight. It all seems to flow in when I get IN my body.
This evening I heard "Go home, return to your sanctum, your sanctuary." I felt deep into my second chakra where the kundalini convolutions were emanating from. Then I started to see and feel myself hugging the earth and moving into her core. I relaxed in this dark yet comforting womb of the earth. Seeing myself looking at myself as a child of the earth. Returning to the surface with the instructions to "see your self as you really are". My toes and finders started to grow and turn into roots from the tips. The earth had to push me to sit up. I faced my altar and tapped a crystal bowl. I started to move and sway hugging my self so sweetly as if being reborn. I started to call my angels and guides for protection and support in this healing. I called for and exit portal for any in organic energy to leave. Just as I had asked I saw a small skinny tube suck up black ooz from the left side of my spin sending it up and out. This continued for many moments as I sound and shook while a nurse scrubbed my left side. She even had me lift my arm as you would in the shower to scrub your arm pit.
Once the ooze was all sucked up immediately I could see and feel distinct large long wide white wings lifting me from my shoulders, relieving pressure from my spine. These wings were completely supporting me, my spine was not doing any of the work, nor does it have to any longer. See I have or had minor scoliosis in the lower part of my back, with a curve to the right, thus making my left side somewhat weak to support it. But I could really feel like my spine has straightened out. I was sitting up straight with full feeling of confidence in my wings. The true wings I had been looking for. I stood up and knew I could take flight.
Figuratively and energetically the spine is a false structure. It doesn't actually support us. We are made to believe that WE support ourselves individually with our spine. But no we don't. We are actually supported by what is around us. Our community, the food that grows hopefully near by, the air you breath, and the god source light you let it to lift you up where you belong.
Take the physical structure of birds, they all have spines but they do not rely on them for support during flight. They rely on the wind, on mother nature to fly, to move, and to travel all through the tool of using their WINGS. I feel as if I am part of the energetic winged families of birds; owls, doves, hummingbirds, and big wing span birds. As we all are connected to these energies to help us with tasks in this life. Remember how to fly? Just add pixie dust! And let go of trying to solely support yourself. Now is really the time for community, to surround yourself with those who support you to reach your goals from a place of love. Now is more than ever the time to honor the earth, play with her dirt, soil your seeds to grow. Utilize and leverage the natural love energies. You can find it by returning to your body, yourself expansion; your WINGS! FLY little birdies FLY! From the mountain high! Love lifts us up where we belong :)
Healing the Illusion of the Divine Masculine is what we are doing at this time on our way to awaken consciousness. The recent 11-11-11 was a bit underwhelming for my friends and I. For we have yet to fully reach the great shift in global consciousness. The piece many others and I have been working on to progress spiritual freedom is bringing light to the illusion of the divine masculine.
What is the illusion of the divine masculine? To answer that I have to define how I am using the qualities of masculine energy as a representation of the divine masculine. The main masculine characteristic actions are to protect and support. Now divine masculine is the ability to do those actions in the right light of a pure heart. These qualities are not just within males but also with females and the energies running on earth.
The energies of protect and support come through males or females in romantic relationships, money structures, government and military systems, as well as within our individual selves regardless of gender or sexual preference. Think about that. Have you protected and supported some in a relationship? How does our government support us? How does the military protect us? How do you spiritual support yourself? How do you financially protect yourself?
Those are actions within masculine energies and when you do them from a pure place of giving not to receive, and doing no harm, that is what I consider qualities and actions of the divine masculine.
Now I have seen the illusion of the divine masculine through relationships in the past. Where a love interest seems to be giving out of respect, honor and love when in reality it's just a show for their own hidden agenda of selfishness. That is what creates harm intentionally and unintentionally. Lately a few of my female friends have been going through break ups and miss fires of love. Why? So they could see the illusion of the divine masculine for themselves in the aspect of love relationships.
Last weekend I was able take a trip to Las Vegas that ended up being a pinnacle place for me to really see how those energies have been disrupted in many other major areas.
I've known about how corrupt, patriarchal and unbalanced or society is, but now I was really able to see it first hand. But this time it was not through a love interest, it was through seeing specific overarching energies.
I've been in a training ground so to speak of how to spot and decode myths of our everyday life. And it's actually so surprising how clues just stare you in the face. Though most people can't seem to see what is directly in front of them, I have chosen to surround myself with people that can help me see the full picture.
While visiting the Luxor my friend pointed out to me the LIE in Believe on Chris Angel's show poster. Wow, how many Lies have we been sold in honor of our believes? How many illusions have we been shown that we have believed? Are these believes based on truth or fabrications? Our TV shows us a world of scripted reality shows and science-fiction masquerades. Do we live in a genre game of reality-fiction?
Lets look at the illusions of the Military Industrial Complex and Money Systems.
The Military promises to serve and protect. The intensions seem pure enough. Yet what are they really protecting? And who are they really serving and at what cost? Through the sacrifice of many lives of those in the military as well as enormous amounts of innocent people. Now that does not sound like the divine way to serve and protect anyone.
The monetary institutions are set up for a sense of security. Wealth can bring freedom, happiness and joy. But what is actually secure? Where does freedom really come from? How can you undoubtedly find happiness? Not through unbalanced and manipulative money schemes that make up our economy. No not through that.
How do these deceiving male energies get healed?
The healing of the illusion of the divine masculine comes by continually seeing the illusions for yourself. Understanding them, pointing them out, and bringing those who are responsible into accountability. These are the illusions that we as women, feminine energy, and goddesses of mother earth must no longer allow to be here. This healing is to happen so that the masculine energies can be restored in order to properly work with the female. This is what is needed first to create proper balance within the energies of the divine masculine and divine feminine. As this healing takes place you will be able to see societal implications of working together in unison, not separation.
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