This evening I had a magic healing experience that got me back in touch with my wings.
I came home and did 13 sun salutations on my yoga mat. Really focusing on my breathing and enjoying the feeling of moving my body while taking deep breaths. At the end of the sun salutations I held child's pose continuing to take deep breaths while kundalini rushes waved through my body. Now this is a practice I do a lot, 13 sun salutations, child pose, kundalini, and divine insight. It all seems to flow in when I get IN my body.
This evening I heard "Go home, return to your sanctum, your sanctuary." I felt deep into my second chakra where the kundalini convolutions were emanating from. Then I started to see and feel myself hugging the earth and moving into her core. I relaxed in this dark yet comforting womb of the earth. Seeing myself looking at myself as a child of the earth. Returning to the surface with the instructions to "see your self as you really are". My toes and finders started to grow and turn into roots from the tips. The earth had to push me to sit up. I faced my altar and tapped a crystal bowl. I started to move and sway hugging my self so sweetly as if being reborn. I started to call my angels and guides for protection and support in this healing. I called for and exit portal for any in organic energy to leave. Just as I had asked I saw a small skinny tube suck up black ooz from the left side of my spin sending it up and out. This continued for many moments as I sound and shook while a nurse scrubbed my left side. She even had me lift my arm as you would in the shower to scrub your arm pit.
Once the ooze was all sucked up immediately I could see and feel distinct large long wide white wings lifting me from my shoulders, relieving pressure from my spine. These wings were completely supporting me, my spine was not doing any of the work, nor does it have to any longer. See I have or had minor scoliosis in the lower part of my back, with a curve to the right, thus making my left side somewhat weak to support it. But I could really feel like my spine has straightened out. I was sitting up straight with full feeling of confidence in my wings. The true wings I had been looking for. I stood up and knew I could take flight.
Figuratively and energetically the spine is a false structure. It doesn't actually support us. We are made to believe that WE support ourselves individually with our spine. But no we don't. We are actually supported by what is around us. Our community, the food that grows hopefully near by, the air you breath, and the god source light you let it to lift you up where you belong.
Take the physical structure of birds, they all have spines but they do not rely on them for support during flight. They rely on the wind, on mother nature to fly, to move, and to travel all through the tool of using their WINGS. I feel as if I am part of the energetic winged families of birds; owls, doves, hummingbirds, and big wing span birds. As we all are connected to these energies to help us with tasks in this life. Remember how to fly? Just add pixie dust! And let go of trying to solely support yourself. Now is really the time for community, to surround yourself with those who support you to reach your goals from a place of love. Now is more than ever the time to honor the earth, play with her dirt, soil your seeds to grow. Utilize and leverage the natural love energies. You can find it by returning to your body, yourself expansion; your WINGS! FLY little birdies FLY! From the mountain high! Love lifts us up where we belong :)
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